Saturday, September 27, 2008

Its All About You


Nadia oh Nadia,
kau lah yang aku cintai..
Woi! Nak main giler ke pe?
Actually I do love her, as a friend. That small eyed-freak, fast-growing ass! She has helped me alot. (..pause..) I mean I am the one who helped her alot. But still, she's the bestfriend I've ever had! There's times when our friendship is up and down. But still we're there for each other. Shocking when I received a hug from her, never in my life I thought of doing that to her. She's the type of girl who is too friendly, too caring till guys start falling in love with her. But her heart's with someone else, someone much more closer. I hate it when she says, 'Aku kesiankan ___ lah'. The end up ditching the guy, not so called ditched lah but ignore? Anyways, I'm done talking about her. Nanti die kembang pulak!
p.s. Balqis aku punye, paham!

Yesterday was fun! I didn't came school, cause I was dizzy in the morning AGAIN! Came down Tiong to meet friends, love ones! I told Nadia, ZhaoLiang and Ahmad that I'm going geylang, so they wanted to come along. I met babygirl, Farz and Sheila at geylang around 6+pm. Only Nadia was the only one wearing school uniform, kesian. Walked around then saw adik Nana, she gave me rokok! So kind of her. Me and Nadia bought Ramli Burger using ZhaoLiang's money. All ate on the grass, under a big tree. Mcm orang-orang kat luar Jurong East/Boon Lay Mrt Station every weekends. You know what I mean. Zaki and Ain came after that. ZhaoLiang and Zaki tried to gay with me! Haha, main giler ke pe? Then when its time to go home, Nadia was like a superstar! All the girls asking for her number, getting hugs. I sent my queen home, so I can't accompany Nadia home. While on the way to baby's house, Nadia called and told me that I left my earpiece in her bag. After sending baby home, I found out my hp batt's low. I can't call, text and listen to music from Eunos to Boon Lay, I'm so damn bored without music in my head!

When Teban around 4pm to take my earpiece from Nadia. Played our game while waiting for the bus to come. Ok, nothing else. I'm hungry! Bye!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

What Happen To Us?

Damn, I'm really sorry why this shit must happen to us. What wrong have I done to you? I don't want to fight with you anymore, please. Can we be friends? We can't just be seperated for no reason right? For your info, I've been thinking of you. Seriously, you can ask Nadia, Ain, ZhaoLiang, Martin, all the friends that I'm close with. They all scolded me, especially Nadia and Ain. Its so hard to forget you eventhough I have my girl but she's cool with it. Can we be just friends?



Sunday, September 21, 2008

I Love My Girlfie

'And now here's my secret, a very simple secret;
it's only with the heart that one can see rightly,
what is essential is visible to the eye'

Yes, yes I'm attach. I'm with someone who I feel that would love me more than I expected, who would care for me every single minute. She never get mad at me cause she always understands me. I love every bit of her. I want to spend every single day with her.

"ouh Danial you once meant everthing to me.
but i just think everything just change..
i'm sorry if i break your heart or anything
n waste your tears because of me..
i'm sorry.
so yeah be happy with who ever you choose..
thank you for the care n concern..
n you are a great listener n a really great friend..
i enjoy every second with you..
thank you so much!


so i guess right!
you ignore me this few days because you're att..
i noe i'm nort important tuh you anymore..
why didn't you tell me?
so i guess after this we won't be contacting..
i just hope for you be happy with the girl you have choosen..
so bye!(Danial)"


You didn't layan me not just for two days, its been awhile. You only text me when you're sad and bored, when you're happy and with your friends, you act as if I'm someone you don't know. You don't even give a fuck about me. You said you love me, well thats just a lie. How can you have feelings for me when you're attach with some other guy? This means you're not sincere to your love one. How can you have feelings for me when you rather lepak with that Sairi than lepaking with me. I sacrifise a day where I'm suppose to be in sch just to lepak with you the whole day but you don't care about me, you still want to lepak with him. I still wondered if you really love me, if I'm really important to you. Are you forced to say out all this? Well, I didn't even force you to. I meant everything to you? I don't meant a shit lah. What I am to you is a stepping stone, where you can step on it so you won't drown. That's who I am. I always got heartbroken by people, don't apologise to me, I'm used to it. You said you enjoy every second with me? Its been like less than 24 hours we spent together ah. I'm not the one ignoring you, you are. Remember teachers' day? You said you want to lepak with me? I text you alot of times but you didn't reply. She reason for that is you didn't feel the vibrations. That's a lame reason. But I keep every single thing to myself, waiting for the right time to burst. Well now is the time. I told you no matter what I'm still there for you but you said you don't need me. What are you trying to say? Everyone needs a friend. If you don't need me, well this is goodbye. I regret doing this to you. Goodbye Diana.


Monday, September 15, 2008

Happy Birthday To a Special Girl

Hello again bloghoppers!

Monday is boring, I always have the monday blues. School was as usual but today I didn't sleep in class! Good Danial! 1pm I left the class due to some smoking thingy that the school organise just for smokers so that they can stop this habit. I've been trying to stop smoking for 3 times but it was unsuccessful due to friends around me that smoke. It was kind of fun ah, hot girl being our mentor for it. Fuyoh! Haha.

After that thingy, when out to park. Saw Ain and her -ehem-. Sweet-looking ah drg. Before I went off with Martin, Danyel, YingPin, Hari and Siti, I whispered to -ehem-, 'Kaw jage Ain baik-baik'. Hah, Ain said its the sweetest thing she ever heard. I just want her to be happy in life. I want to see that smile in that cute little face of hers.

I just came back home from lepaking with my uncle. We lepak at the place where me, Diana, Sham, Atai and Mai lepak the other day. Still got some markings that we did, but some stupid people add in stuff like Nazi sign? WTF! Stupid people. Me and my uncle talk about loads of stuff. I told him that I'm in love with Peyton Sawyer from One Tree Hill. I want a girl like her!

Anyways, today is 15 september 2008. Which means, its Nadheera ____'s birthday! I send her a super long msg. And Nadd remember, your sweet 16 party, I want to organise it. Please?

Love to a friend, a bestfriend is always there for you. My happiness is your happiness. So please be happy in your life. Don't ever regret in every step you take, every decision you make. Cause in the next few years is the most important in your life. This is the start of your independence, your freedom of choice, your freedom of speech but your freedom to life is controlled by your parents cause you're too young to handle. Don't get cheated by people's sweet words. Heart can be broken by it. Many thousands of people in the world are heartbroken, and you're not even in that zone. Choose the right people to be your friends and make them your 'bestfriends forever'. Choose the right guy and make them your love, cuddle them and never let him go. All this words that is sent to you is not from me, but from my heart. This means you have been loved by my heart. I love you, naddROCKER! Happy birthday!

Saturday, September 13, 2008

Shit Always Happens

Sorry I didn't post for this few days. I had a very rough week, when everybody's enjoying their life. Even now I'm stuck at this fucked life I had. I'm losing my grip and my hand is shaking. I'm crying every now and then. Those who don't know why, you don't need to. For those who know, don't worry about me, worry about your life. Take my life as a lesson that you need to learn and not fall for it.

I've just bought Fuad Rahman's new album using Haqiz money, thanks anyways. I'm loving the songs. I've been watching One Tree Hill season 5 part 1, 3 disc in it. I didn't slept last night cause I was busy watching it. I still have one more disc to go.

Luka - Fuad Rahman
Di satu masa kau berkata di hartiku
Kekasihku
Tiada pernah ku kecewa
Mengharapkan janji setia.
Namun gelora melanda jiwa
Engkau mula berubah

Hatiku ini luka selamanya
Di saat kau menduakan cinta
Apa bezanya tulus kasihku
Membuat kau pergi kepadanya

Kedamaian yang ku rasa
Hanya buat sementara
Ku relakan perasaan
Pergi jauh dari jiwa

Hatiku ini luka selamanya
Di saat kau menduakan cinta
Apa bezanya tulus kasihku
Membuat kau pergi kepadanya

Doaku pada
Yang maha Esa
Semoga kau bahagia

Hati kecilku luka selamanya
Di saat kau menggadaikan cinta
Apa salahnya diriku ini
Membuat kau tinggalkan, diriku

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Livin' My Life


Another YEY for today! Diana did that for me! Noone has ever did that. She's the first for everything, even my mind now. Diana woke me up again today! I didn't come school today cause I was dizzy in the morning. Seriously dizzy but the real reason why I didn't come was I want to meet Diana. I didn't want her to wait for me while I'm on my way from school. I hate making people wait.

1pm waited outside BLSS. Bnyk mat dok! Lepak with Diana, Atai, Mai and Sham. Cool friends! Haha, hope we'll meet again aight? While walking to the lepaking place, saw Aisyah, Liyana and friends. I was like, ALAMAK! But who cares, kawan je pe. Fun sak lepak ngan Diana's friends. They bully me sey! Mai and Sham went Gek Poh then ran back and said there's police. I hid my rokok somewhere and found out its a joke. Palabs betul! Haha. I don't want to get caught again. Sat for awhile then we left.

Diana sent me back home. I pleaded her not to lepak with her other friends but she still wants to. Gave her half-of-a-hug cause makcik looking, sibuk betul.

I watched VMA's 2008. Coolio babe! I love Paramore's, Lil Wayne, Jonas Brothers', T.I. feat Rihanna's performance. Especially T.I.'s performance! I put the tv's volume as loud as I want till Diana said its too noisy. Haha. Watch the video lah, you'll like it.



Monday, September 8, 2008

Today Is...

Hello bloghoppers!
Today is the first day since school has reopens and its the term where lots of hard wrong is to be done. Cause exams is just few weeks away! And I haven't even start studying! Stress babe! What should I do?!

Anyways, ytd I was otp with Diana till 3.10am. Fun dok! She send me this msg codes, and I did it over and over again like 481641485629 times. Haha! Then I saw a bat flying around the ground carpark, coolio ah! Then saw this woman walking around the ground carpark in circles. Giler punye org. Then talk about personal stuff which I really wasn't expect it would be. When we put the phone down, I really can't sleep at all, so I read the book AGAIN! Getting bored of it. I finally get to close my eyes at 4.45am.

[edit]Oh, I almost forgot. I heard from Diana ytd, some of the people from BLSS treating her like a bitch. She didn't do anything wrong, and why must you do that? Korang sentuh die, aku make sure aku turun sepak korang ah! Ni warning untuk korang eh! Palabs betul! [edit/]

I woke up with the sound of my hp ringtone. At first, I hack care cause I thought its my alarm. It rang 8 times! Its Diana lah. Haha, how can I not pick up the phone. Then I called her back to make sure she knows I'm awake. First girl to wake me up tau! HAPPY GILER OI!! Haha! I LOVE LIKE HELL!

Went Tiong Mcd! Saw Ain, and hug her tightly. She loved it! Her hair was as usual, short! Please lah, keep it long can? I love your sec 1 hair lah! Please, for my sake, keep it long.

School was like fucked up ah. Went into class, saw my books at on the floor at the corner of the class. I come to sch to study, not to pick up books from the floor, ok teachers! I was so fucking fed up ah, no mood to study at all. So I slept in class ah. Abeh nak complaint mama. Eh, we pay the school fees, not you! So I can do anything I want in school but not disturb the class! Bastards! Go die lah! See what I'll do to the walls of GESS on the last day of sch. You'll like it!
Malay class was always awsome! Cikgu made me sat beside Sarah, the cutest girl in class. Haha! Malu-malu lah die, I'm hot pe. Haha, kiding.

Anyways, after school, went lepaking. I saw Ain while otw. Hug her again ah! Haha. She wants it again tmr! So be prepared!

Thats all for today. Oh, I almost forgot!

I LOVE NURDIANA ERNIWATY BINTE ISMAIL!!

Sunday, September 7, 2008

How Long Can This Be?

Man, I'm hungry. I'm having daerhea (is it spelt correctly?) at month of fasting. How torturing can it be? Anyways, I kept on shitting sey. Fuck! As I was shitting I'm reading the book. I've read it twice. Man, its getting boring as you reading it over and over again. I like these few sentences from it.

"We must not live in the past,
but we must learn from our experieces,
recognise our responsiblities and learn to say no,
when temptation comes our way."
- taken from 'FACE by Benjamin Zephaniah'

Yesterday was cool man. Hah. I came late to nenek house, as usual. I love coming late, the feeling is like I'm the special guest, tetamu terhormat, superstar. Haha. I came just in time to break-fast. I went in, everyone was preparing to eat. Then its time, I just drank water and milo. The place was crowded, can't even sit in the living room. So I ate at the kitchen with Hariz and Haqiz. Talk about One Tree Hill and a new drama, Gossip Girls. Heard that its interesting. After eating, went to shop with Aisyah and Arinah. I was ciggarette-less, I need it! Went around asking for it, at last I got it. Mentol, eww, I hate it but at least I got to smoke.

Watch 'Art Of Te Devil'. Its about vodoo, I think? Tak seram ah! But the killing is brutal lah, disgusting. You wanna know why not scary to me? I was msging Diana and think about her, so I couldn't concentrate watching it. Hah, I know its lame.

I'm super bored right now. I'm online but nobody's chatting. I simply can't wait for tmr! I want to see Ain! Dah lame tak jumpe. I remembered the last day, which was Teacher's Day celebration. I wanted to go WGPS but she asked me to accompany her. Aww, so sad isn't it. Sorry babe, I wish I could spent the last day with you. I wanna hug her! I don't care if its fasting or what. A hug is a hug. Ok, speechless now.

I want to watch ONE TREE HILL SEASON 5!! Hariz be fast!

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Its Going Up, Down And Up Again!

Woke up in the morning. I felt down after hearing she patch back with her ex. Damn, tears can't stop rolling down. Called Nadia and told about it. She haven't even bath yet till now. Air pollution people!!

ooooouuuuh Muhammad Danial Bin Zulkiflee
You are really important tuh me taw..
You know when i'm down..
When i'm crying..
You trully are a great friend.
You know my problems
You are there when i need someone to talk to..
I really need you okay!
Please,be right there by my side even anything happens

This is writen in Nurdiana Erniwaty binte Ismail's blog! So damn sweet! Nobody has ever said this kind of things to me. I was speechless for awhile, then tears rolled down my cheek. Happy tears, i think? I LOVE YOU BABY!

Survey For NADIA!

Its after midnight. I was busy listening to Misteri Jam 12 when Nadia ask me to to this survey. If I never do, I won't get hug from her anymore. So I just do it, my first survey though.

For your sake Nadia!

1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
- New York? Sydney? Paris?

2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
- Listen to songs, writing lyrics, talking otp with Nadd.

3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
- Is this a question or a joke? Of course no lah!

4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
- Love from anyone!

5 Things you can't live without :
- MY IPOD! I need songs in my head every now and then. Hear that Nadia?

6 What are you afraid to lose ?
- Nadia, Nadd, Martin, ZhaoLiang! They're my close friends.

7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
- Fuck every girls in Geylang? Hah, how would I know.

8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
- Be Singapore's famous rapper.

9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
- Giler! Tengah-tengah malam suroh org buat ni.
- Friendliest person I've ever met.
- Hot? Could be.

10 What makes you happy ?
- Spending time with my closest friends!

11 What type of person do you hate the most?
- Liars, people who acts big fuck and somemore.

12 If you have a super power what would it be?
- Fly like Superman! I want to visit the world without taking out any money.

13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
- Happiness lah.

14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
- Friends.

15 If you have a girlfriend, would you die for him ?
- See if its worth it.

16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
- NADIA! I was shocked for awhile.

17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
- Go for a massage. My back hurts real bad. :(

18 Who are you close to ?
- Nadd, Nadia, Martin. There's more to list but I'm lazy.

19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like her?
- Yup! Sampai bile nak simpan kat dalam hati bob?

20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
- Go back to 2006. I could just confess to Diana and be with her till now.

21 7 things that scare you:
- Lizards aka cicak kobeng.
- Insects.
- Hantu.
- Losing my friends.
- Losing Diana.
- Getting bad results for FYE.

22 7 things that you like/love the most:
- Nurdiana Erniwaty binte Ismail
- My genius brains for being so clever in getting an internet connection
- iPod
- My 'jbl On Call 5310' speakers!
- Hugs from Nadia! Haha! I lioke!
- Going out with friends
- Talking otp with friends!

7 important things in my room:
- The speaker.
- Fan.
- Light.
- Sofabed
- Laptop.
- Charger.
- Guitar.

Bored people, please do this questionnaire. I'm suffering because of this. Gila punya pompan, suloh olang buat benda ini. Haiyo! You owe me a hug bby!

After the survey, Nadia showed me her friends profile. Fuyoh! Hot, hot babe! Except for one, eww, I don't lioke! She showed me alot ah. But I'm only interested in 2 girls. 1 of them I've just added on friendster and msn. Twin dok! Its gonna be hard to recognise which is which. Another, waiting for to accept my friend request.

Online-shopping with Faiz. He wanted to buy me present! Yahoo! I want hoodie Faiz! I want this Topman hoodie! Cool babe, if only it's white in colour, it will be more cool! I want this!!

Friday, September 5, 2008

She's So Strange

Hello there readers!
I'm sleepy but yet excited. I can't wait for school to reopen. I've got lots of studying to do. I wanna meet my friends. I wanna ask if they fast these past few days.

Went to meet Martin at noon opposite Pioneer Sec. Sit there, talk about life, love and lies. Can't really picture my friend who's small size, smaller than my bro, got beaten up by Skinheads. Fact or fiction? Soon to find out. If the story is true, he should be in the ICU right now. I asked him how the hell he got Sharifah Nabilah Alkaff, a woman who is such a lovely person, hot? The answer, 'I don't know'. Hah, how could he not know? Sit there till 3+pm, then went to his house. I just want to waste time there. But end up breaking fast down there. His family's the best man! I just wish I could have a dad like that. :(

Nurdiana Erniwaty Binte Ismail, the girl I love since she was sec 1 but didn't told her till this year, msg me. Saying I should just forget about her. Why should I? I love her, its not easy for me to move on. Even if I move on, I still will be thinking of her. She said she was stress about life. So why should I leave her? I wanna be by her side, I don't want to see her to stress up, crying about life. I wanna be there for her. Girl, I'm always just a beep away. If you need anything, I'm there.

Anyways, I'll be at nenek house tmr. So that means, I'm not gonna be online or blogging. Don't miss me to much aight? Just beep me if there's anything.

Nurdiana Erniwaty Binte Ismail, I LOVE YOU LAH!

Where's Everyone?

I can't sleep right now. The whole night I was lying in bed, finding a hard time to sleep. I face left and right, still no use. I feel uneasy. Feel like some is watching me. Eventhough my eyes are heavy, yet I can't sleep. Why god? What did I do wrong? Why can't you let me be in peace for awhile?

Just finished sahur. I'm neither full nor hungry. Damn, everyone's sleeping while I'm posting. Noone's online right now. My dearly cousin, Hariz told me that One Tree Hill season 5 couldn't be rented cause its not out yet. When will it be? It's making me more mad right now. I've watch several other season 6 trailer. Its getting cooler. More drama, more love. That's the reason I love watching One Tree Hill than any other drama. Since season 1 I've been watching. Due to Mediacorp's stupid brains, I'm finding a hard way to watch season 3 onwards. So, this means that I'll not be at my cousin's crib. I'm stuck at home again today. But tmr will be a different story. The whole Moklas generation will be at nenek house tmr. Confirm kecoh rabak babe!

Its gonna pour soon. Lightning irritates me. I thought someone's taking a pic of me. Berangan nak jadi superstar. Haha. I have to end here. I'm gonna read a book that I borrowed at Jurong East library via Nadd's brothers ezlink. Thankq Nadd! Love you lots lah! Haha.

EVERYBODY WAKE UP!!

Damn It!

I've wrote something freaking long and then connection gone. WTF! Its super long ah. I'll update to you about it tmr, maybe? I'll be at cousins crib tmr to watch One Tree Hill! Coolio! Can't wait!

Anyways, I went out with Nadd, Faiz and Nadia today. At first, I met Nadd at Jurong East Interchange at 12pm. She wanted the book that Faiz lend me. Its horny, seriously horny. Luckily she ask me out if not I'll be stuck at home! Bored tau! So we sat at the library. Library was suppose to be quiet but it went crazy when Zuraidi and company came. Super duper noisy. I just kept quiet. Jangan buat aku hilang sabar eh! Haha. After that Faiz came, then start the love story. Berkepit-kepit. Oi! Bulan puase tau, batal ah gini! So I called Nadia to join. Nak berkepit ngan die ah ape lagi! Haha. Tak lah, I felt awkward and extra being there. We went to Fuji Ice don't-know-what after awhile. I didn't know that place even exist! I was freezing cold down there. Tak boleh tahan dey. Walk to IMM after that. Faiz and Nadd were walking infront while me and Nadia walking at the back, gossiping about them. They look cute lah. Why would anyone try to interfere them both? What was I thinking last time? I was so thankful Nadia could come if not I'll be damn bored. Really bored. Lepak there for awhile then we left. And not to forget, we took pictures. Cute giler lah oi! Anyways, I got shocked today. Never did it ever happen, but it did happen. Nadia hugged me. Tak pernah berlaku ini semue tau, lagi-lagi bulan puase. I love today, I love them!

So, here's the pics. Some took it from Nadia and Nadd. Sorry babe!